i feel bad.. terrible.. remorseful..

i guess i have been a lousy and real insensitive friend.. and worse.. a terible example of one that believes in the christian faith..

sorry glenn.. truely.. honestly.. really sorry..

u are right pal.. u did nothing to deserve it.. all these jacking.. jokes that simply spread like wildfire.. and here i m.. the main offender who deserved to be stoned for..

we have carelessly forgotten abt ur feelings when we were with our immature ways seeking cheap thrills..

never shd have.. at the expense of ur feelings..

if i had known..

wouldnt have done that.. never.. never to make a friend cry..

too late? maybe.. sorry..

yup.. i deserve the cold shoulder.. the f words that u hurl at my face..

but..

but.. i want to tell u that.. we maybe jacking u like mad.. but never.. never a time we failed to love u like a friend.. like a brother.. it sounds gay.. sound fake to u now.. but true.. and i promise u that from the bottom of my heart..

our childish and immature jokes are never because we dun like u.. not because u are out of place..

cause we still love u as a friend.. just forget to respect.. really hope u can brush aside ur anger and believe in wad i say..

sorry for hurting u.. sorry for making u feel lost.. sorry for leaving u out in the dark.. sorry for kicking u when u are down.. sorry for pushing u around.. sorry for causing u to be on the edge of breaking down..

n u noe wad.. i m not telling u all these cause i m afraid of losin my friends.. i m not saying all these to make me feel better..

but i care.. get in into ur half drown head..

f*** that's the first thing u will say after reading this..

u probably wun give a damm abt all these crap in here..

and probably its hard to return after the limit is crossed..

i cant do anything now.. but to sincerely beg.. and yes i use the word beg.. for ur forgiveness..

really hope that would feel better..