its amazing how God reveals his plan for us, how he plans for our future.. plans to prosper us..
i can still vividly remember the whole comm election season.. pre election.. election.. post election.. its a great and wonderful experience that helped me grow a lot as a person..
the whole election thing the purest ever democratic process.. no politics.. no bad feelings.. no bitching abt others and stuff.. no trying to win ppl's vote or anything.. it was.. in fact, completely opposite from any normal election process.. we all encouraged each other.. prayed together.. talk to each other for pure love and friendship.
the purest passion for servant leadership bounded by friendships made through music..
well.. i remember that i was feeling disappointed for not being elected.. a normal human reaction.. i was disappointed because i couldnt be part of the team standing right at the front.. the bunch of ppl that have been called to serve.. working in the com with friends is one of the best experience one can have..
yet now when i look at the comm as they go throught their trials and tribulations.. so called..
i finally understood why God did not want me to be in the comm. i finally saw his plan..
should i be in the comm, i will not be able to do what i can do best, that is to play a supporting role. now being outside the comm.. i can give them the utmost support, care and love they would need from all of us to lead us through and create our own leagcy! if i m in the comm.. i cant be that free and easy me, the ever crazy retarted animal from the zoo.. haha..
thank you Lord for showing me ur plan.. plan to prosper me and not to harm me..
to my dearest choir comm.. i pledge my unreseved love and support for u ppl and i wish u ppl all the best in time to come! stay strong!
without wax..
yihui