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Sunday, August 07, 2005

some food for thought..

at different points of our lives, there is always something that we wanted so badly.. but yet these things are often beyond our reach.. it maybe a relationship, a friendship, a skill, or to be like someone. these desires always leave us with nothing but moments of pain, anger, sadness and disappointment..

there is one thing that we always wanted for in our life... Answers.. we want to know why.. we want to know yes or no... we want to know how.. however, the harder we tried to look for anwers, the more we cant them. and the more we cant get them, the harder we tried to look for answers.. and so they cycle goes on..

can we accept reality? can we accept wad we have and who we are? can we accept the circumstances we face? can we accept no answer as an answer?

i guess we have to learn to even if we cant. there are certainly too many things beyond our grasp.. just like i know that its rather impossible for fairy tales to happen in my life.. i know i can never be the prince in shining armour.. i know i can never be as good as some other people.. i know i can never be as close to someone i want to no matter how hard i try..

but there is one thing i m certain of. i m me in front of God. trying to find answers.. being jealous will only make me sadder.. my bad moods can do nothing to make me a better person. i just have to accept who i m, cherish and give thanks to what i have, and walk on and do what i can do..

i noe i cant enjoy close relationships with some people, and that i m just a nobody in their lives.. but i have to accept it, and love them in my own way, cause thats the thing that matter most... do not ask what others can respond to what we do, but ask ourselves what we can do to make them a happier person.. unconditional love..

its definitely not easy.. but we shd never forget that God has plans to prosper us.. and not to harm us.. the trusting process is never easy.. but faith will lead us to the promise that God has given us..

to all my friends who are feeling down and upset.. fret not.. cause you have your best friend God.. and i will always be there to support you..

fairytales.. oh well.. i need to learn to let go and walk on too.. let us all learn together.. ^^

without wax,

yihui

*dedicated to all those who are feeling down, esp my dearest mum, limmy. i will be with you.
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