today was a day of anger, envy and discontented.. for a while only i guess.. i got send to dc cause

i handed up my 1100 vocab book real late..

another friend of mine haven completed it too.. he was at week 3 while i was at week 11.. and we have to complete till week 15.. i spend really lots of time doing it.. i put in my best effort for every single day's work and i spent hours working on it.. yet this friend of mine just copied everything within prehaps half an hour.. felt really unfair and cheated..

some ppl might say.. oh well.. you will benefit more from ur hardwork and u will do better than him.. but this guy.. is a genius.. he can slp through lecture and not do his tutorial and score As! it really unfair to see some ppl slog their lives on only to fare worse than ppl who have slacked through..

but i remembered learning this in church.. the Lord gives and the Lord takes.. the more the Lord gives, the more the Lord takes.. the less he gives.. the less he takes.. thats wad i use to comfort myself.. even though its not easy.. but im sure i will sail through it somehow..

somehow..

somehow we always wish tat somethings never change.. sometimes we just refuse to let go of the past to accept the present..

but i guess i got to sail through it somehow...

somehow...
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