yesterday was an anchor point of my life.. a day of change and new understanding...

charissa was sort of half scolding me yesterday.. why? cause i have been worrying too much.. not trusting enough and always keeping things to myself.. i m always worrying abt losing that my friends that results in me losing my friends.. stop wallowing in self pity!!!

i need to trust.. i need to share.. i need to worry less.. this words were like a big slap on my face.. hard and painful.. but it was a good slap.. a slap that shook me awake.. opened my eyes.. and really took me into a new perspective..

sorry..

well.. i m changed now! jusat gotta trust.. learn.. forgive me friends! i m a new me!

yay!! so look out for happy blogs.. no more unhappy blogs marky.. dun worry..

haha.. that's why charissa is such a great friend.. never fails or hesitate to point out my mistakes to me.. hard way or soft.. she will just just put it right in front of my face.. this ur mistake.. learn! change!

thanks sister..

looking back at the things i haven done and the things i have thought of, i found myself so childish.. immature.. and unmanly.. yuks..

but now i m THE MEN.. haha..

now.. i m leaving God to heal my friendships.. doing everything i have to in my part soon.. hopefully this period will end soon and i will step out becoming a better matured man..

without wax,

yihui