as long as i have music.

Have you ever wished for mind reading powers?
Where you can read the thoughts of others around you.
So you will know when to do the right thing and say the right words at the right time.
You know how to cheer your friend up.
You know how to make someone's day.
You wouldnt get into trouble.
You know when to tell the person you like her.
You know when to scram and leave someone alone.

Why?
Cause we all, to a certain extend want to please others.
Make your friends happy.
Be the hero.
Make a difference.

But?
In a world where x-men dont exists,
The only right thing to do,
Is to be true about yourself.
Be sincere.
Be who you are.
What a random post.
Oh well.

Well.
Imagine yourself as a commander leading your troops in a battle.
Two of your men are stranded in the battlefield while your toops are evacuating the area.
So now you have two choices:
1) Go back and save them because you dont leave your men behind, and risk the lives of other soldiers.
2) Leave them behind. for the loss of two soldiers are much smaller than risking the whole platoon. every life is precious afterall. if saving the two lives results in the loss of 5 other good men, will you do it?

Both morally right. isnt it?
What will you do?

As long as Ihave music

When the world seems far beyond me,
And i have no place to go.
When my life seems more then empty,
and i feel i'm all alone.

Then i saw
That i remember,
As to ease
My troubled mind.
Then i find
A strenght within me,
To reach out
Just one more time.

For as long as i have music
As long as there's a song for me to sing
I can find my way
I can see a brighter day
The music in my life
Will set my spirit free.

When the road
Is dark and lonely,
And i fear
I want cry.
When the dream
I keep inside me
Seems to fade and almost die

Then i call upon the music
And it help me dry my tears
And i know that i can make it,
And go on,
Depsite my fear.

For as long as i have music.
As long as there's a song for me to sing.
I can find my way,
I can see a brighter day.
The music in my life,
Will set my spirit free.

For as long as i have music.
As long as there's a song for me to sing.
I can find my way ,
I can see a brighter day.
The music in my life,
Will set my spirit free.

A senior of mine has his msn nick that goes like these:

You can't force love, all you can do is to be someone who can be loved,
The rest is up to the person to realise what's your worth.

What words of wisdom isn't it?

Too often many speak of the Mr/Miss Right for them with regards to relationships,
But we neglect the need to be the lovable person too.
So instead of seeking for them,
Why not be who you are, a lovable person worth loving?
It's up to the person to realise what's your worth.
At least God knows.
Cheers. =)

AN IRISH BLESSING

May the light always find you at the end of the day.
When you need to be home may the saints guide your way.
May you always have courage to take the chance.
And never find frogs in your underpants.

Walls for the wind,
And a roof for the rain,
And drinks beside the fire.

Laughter to cheer you,
And those you love near you.
And all that your heart may desire.

i should be going my work.
should.
some people just never learn from their mistake.
sigh. *shake heads*
haha.
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A friend of mine's msn nick goes like this:
to love is to hurt, because the people who hurt you most are those you love.
But i guess,
sometimes you wouldnt really know what love is unless you have been hurt.
and it is when we are hurt, we are reminded of love,
and the need to love.
isnt it?
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after a conversation with clement.
i've just realised how much time i have spend with limmy.
and she should be so sick and tired of having me running to her whenever i have any problems.
and its just amazing how God put people like them around us.
and i can never thank her enough for everything she has done.
and i seriously cant imagine what my jc experience would be without her ever guidance, support, and friendship.
and its not just her.
i was just telling a junior of mine,
its in ac choir where many of us meets the best people in the world,
and form the best friendships.
special.
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just went for a haircut with david charles tay, and spent my wed afternoon hanging out with the alumni guys.. walking around.. chatting.. feasting.
my hair is suppose to be.. well.. -funky- now..
haha. ok...
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while walking around in wisma with david charles,
i saw this mother holding on to a rope-a-like thing.. which was tied to her daughter's dress.
her daughter was falling on to the ground and she was yanking on the 'rope' violently, pulling her daughter up.
yes. like a dog.
my goodness.
people like these ought to be shot.
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when qing hao asked me: you blog is the one with the curly lines right?
my eyes went . o.o
*stunned*
haha. surprising indeed.
hi! if you are reading.
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haha. sometimes i think i am such a nusiance.. i need to stop disturbing people.
and start studying.
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good day ppl,
God bless..

well. I have deleted my previous entry again.
discovered that there is a lack of -coherence- in the entry.
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its not easy for me to find a decent looking picture of me.
not too fat and not too ugly that is. And I found this picture.
thanks to the courtesy of Joel. =)
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so well, when I tried to get people to admire such a rare picture of mine,
a very good old friend made fun of me.. As usual.
the very same person who gave me the fmb nickname. Fat Malay Boy. That is.
But oh well. I am used to it. All that teasing and whatever not.
but nonetheless,
a little picture to commemorate a good friendship God has provided.

There. Enjoying a good ice cream in Prague with Chars the Great.
Thank God for great friends like you pal. =)
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anyways. Not in a mood for words. A picture says a thousand words.
a few pictures would say a few thousand words. -duh-

the first few members of the family.

that is me and my brother-in-arms wreaking havoc with our braces.

our accomplices.

and finally,

Yihui meets Yihui.
cheers.
good day people

if you've seen my previous post,
and its missing now.
and you are wondering why.
i have deleted it.
well. we live in a world. where the truth cannot be told in all circumstance.
censorship has to fall into place for a better good.
nonetheless.
good day. =)

responding to david charles's request..
i have..
increased to font size from 'normal' to 'large'.
removed the music player.
so that my blog will be more reader-friendly.
now for more ramblings for the day.

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I AM AN EMO PERSON.
I AM SAD.
I AM DEPRESSED.
SO MUCH SO THAT I CANT USE ONE SYLLABUS WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT(SAD)
AND I HAVE TO USE 4. (MELANCHOLY)
I AM UPSET ABOUT LIFE.
I AM UNHAPPY
david charles: i can see the emo in your eyes. (haha.. ok)
albert: he (refering to me) is trying to improve on his vocab by using cheem words in his emo entries.. (ok.. i do? haha)

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So one of the main topic of the day is Yihui the emo.

emo case no 1:

incident: was feasting with king david and king ben
ben: can you passed me the cheese
(i heard chilli)
[i passed him the chilli, and david passed him the cheese]
david: wa somebody full of emo thoughts huh.. not paying attention..

emo case no 2:

incident: the three of us randomly walking around at marina square.. david was looking for shirts. after looking around.. walking around randomly.. i walked into the ladies section.. thinking that there is an exit there.

david charles: hey. thats the ladies section lar. so emotional that you have to start cross dressing is it? haha..
so yes. emo yihui.

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which reminds me of the topic of the day.

MAN.

being man.

hahahahahahahahaha..

i havent stop laughing the whole day.
lots of interesting things happens in the bedroom..
especially late at night when you are half asleep. haha.

or sometimes you are so tired and all you need is a good MASSAGE!
hahaha..

(due to the sensitivity of the content, i cannot divulge the contents of the joke. haha)

now i know how a bass feels..

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feasted like a king today. kenny rogers.

ben remains as the undisputed champion.. finishing two portions of chicken.. and lots of side dish.

and of course the conversation somehow revolves around certain topics.
haha..

*wink wink. chuckle. smile in the you-know-who style*

hahahahahahaaha..

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sorry.
it has been a crazy day.
but anyways.
one thing i've learnt from david today.
sometimes we try to control the things that we cannot control..
and we get troubled by it..
and upset when we cannot control these thing.
but sometimes we should focus more on what we can do.
what we have control over.
concrete examples.
how true.
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i saw this ad on national geographic channel.
about wildlife conservation,.
it goes like this..
it amazing how redwood cannot survive without the works of tiny ants.
how trees cannot survive without small insects

i can still remember the super bass from santo tomas joking abt his tenor and sop counterparts.
short people, he said.
but they are good!

sometimes its the small the controls the big.
you are never too small for anything.
sometimes
but size doesnt matter.

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stephen said there is this rumor abt me and some j1. i wonder who is it.
haha.. interesting..

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well.
surprisingly.
i am at peace with something now.
let be. let live. let go.
i am beginning to understand better these precious words limmy taught me.

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is this entry emo enough?
haha..
oh well.

' the overflowing sorrow that wells in my heart walls my broken soul with an aura of melancholy. can you see the tears in my eyes. can you hear the silent cries of sorrow from my heart.'

haha..
emo.
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well. now for songs that i grew up with..

there's gotta be more to life by stacey orrico

Yea, yea
Oh ohhI

've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more

Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
Than waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be moreTo life..
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life....life..
ohh...more to life....theres gotta be more to life...ohh...more to life....
theres gotta be more to life...ohhh

went for recording for livia's a level piece today.. fun fun!
haha..
we shd record all the songs we sang before next time..
and whenever the going gets tough..
listening to the music will reminds us of the memories we had..
and renew us.

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everyone is suffering from post performance high. haha.
relax people.
wait till tour comes.
and carolling!
then you will know what HIGH really means. haha..

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its never easy to find someone you truely love. who. truely loves you too.

do you agree?

haha. oh well.
at least i never found one

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which reminds me of a song a friend of my composed.
a cinderella story.

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well. i am home alone again!
my parents are off to australia..
my brother is still in camp.
and i am all by myself..
lonely..
i am so lonely..
haha..

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alright. short entry for now..
and now for -songs i grew up with-
today we have another westlife oldie.
ladies and gentlemen..

flying without wings

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it each and every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings