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Friday, June 02, 2006
responding to david charles's request.. i have.. increased to font size from 'normal' to 'large'. removed the music player. so that my blog will be more reader-friendly. now for more ramblings for the day.
I AM AN EMO PERSON. I AM SAD. I AM DEPRESSED. SO MUCH SO THAT I CANT USE ONE SYLLABUS WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT(SAD) AND I HAVE TO USE 4. (MELANCHOLY) I AM UPSET ABOUT LIFE. I AM UNHAPPY david charles: i can see the emo in your eyes. (haha.. ok) albert: he (refering to me) is trying to improve on his vocab by using cheem words in his emo entries.. (ok.. i do? haha)
So one of the main topic of the day is Yihui the emo.
emo case no 1:
incident: was feasting with king david and king ben ben: can you passed me the cheese (i heard chilli) [i passed him the chilli, and david passed him the cheese] david: wa somebody full of emo thoughts huh.. not paying attention..
emo case no 2:
incident: the three of us randomly walking around at marina square.. david was looking for shirts. after looking around.. walking around randomly.. i walked into the ladies section.. thinking that there is an exit there.
david charles: hey. thats the ladies section lar. so emotional that you have to start cross dressing is it? haha.. so yes. emo yihui.
sorry. it has been a crazy day. but anyways. one thing i've learnt from david today. sometimes we try to control the things that we cannot control.. and we get troubled by it.. and upset when we cannot control these thing. but sometimes we should focus more on what we can do. what we have control over. concrete examples. how true. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i saw this ad on national geographic channel. about wildlife conservation,. it goes like this.. it amazing how redwood cannot survive without the works of tiny ants. how trees cannot survive without small insects
i can still remember the super bass from santo tomas joking abt his tenor and sop counterparts. short people, he said. but they are good!
sometimes its the small the controls the big. you are never too small for anything. sometimes but size doesnt matter.
stephen said there is this rumor abt me and some j1. i wonder who is it. haha.. interesting..
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ well. surprisingly. i am at peace with something now. let be. let live. let go. i am beginning to understand better these precious words limmy taught me.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ is this entry emo enough? haha.. oh well.
' the overflowing sorrow that wells in my heart walls my broken soul with an aura of melancholy. can you see the tears in my eyes. can you hear the silent cries of sorrow from my heart.'
've got it all, but I feel so deprived I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing And why can't I let go
There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly Here in this moment I'm half way out the door Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more Than wanting more Than waiting on something other than this Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be moreTo life.. Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life....life.. ohh...more to life....theres gotta be more to life...ohh...more to life.... theres gotta be more to life...ohhh
